なぜ言いたいことの半分も言えないか、
ずっと自分の胸の中だけに閉じ込めていた・・

i've been acting like theres nothing going on.
pretending like everything is like it usually is.

for your sake. and happiness.




but..
it's killing me. it hurts me, everytime.

i wonder how long i can keep this up.

pretending like this..